We never know where life is going
to take us. We have desires for what we want our life to be, so we take action
to make that happen. Sometimes we wake up and no longer resonate with the life
we built. So, we seek a different path. And, if we do the work and follow our
intuition we get redirected towards our higher purpose.
In 2016 I had a long, more than
20-year, career in accounting and finance. It was a well-rounded career that
included both advancement and burnout. Then one day I realized the career that
I had nurtured for so long had become unfulfilling and unhealthy for me.
My relationships too, were no
longer healthy for me. It became apparent that I needed my life to change, but
I had no idea how to make the huge changes I desired. For a time, I didn’t know
what to change. I only saw limitations and the fear I felt was overwhelming. I
hired a career coach to help me sort out my career and she helped me see things differently.
In 2019, after an astrology natal chart reading, something
changed. I left the reading with a new sense of hope and an energetic charge. It
was the inspiration I needed to help me envision an entirely new life for
myself, one that included spirituality.
In 2020, everything changed. I left my job, trained to
become a coach at Co-Active Training Institute, and I opened a coaching
practice. In August of 2020, I began writing a blog about personal growth. I
was working on myself, and I could sense changes happening within me. I learned
to feel the full spectrum of emotions. It was an exciting and scary time as I
navigated all the changes in my own life and in the world.
After an intense period of nothingness, I became aware that
I was experiencing a dark night of the soul. That meant that I was also
experiencing a spiritual awakening. In that moment, I vowed to “see it to the
end”, whatever that meant. My life started to change in ways that I didn’t
quite understand, but I continued. My blog shifted from personal growth to
spirituality and spiritual awakening.
I began studying spiritual topics and spiritual awakening. I
studied mindfulness online with Tara Brach and Jack Kornfield. I studied to
become a meditation teacher with Lorin Roche, PHD, and Camille Maurine at
Radiance Sutras Meditation Teacher Training. I took courses in consciousness
with Eckhart Tolle and Kim Eng. Every step I took deepened my spiritual life
and furthered my awakening process.
In 2021, while training to teach meditation, I experienced
my karma when I was diagnosed with breast cancer. Decades of self-neglect were being
balanced by the intense self-care that cancer required. My entire life,
published articles, and the blog shifted again. I closed my coaching practice
and wrote about my breast cancer journey. I wrote to give my cancer purpose and
to give it meaning. My spiritual training helped me through it all.
It was while healing from cancer that my spiritual awakening
continued to expand and grow. The psychic experiences changed me, and I began
to write about them. My blog shifted back to spirituality. Around this time, I
learned to receive downloads. I learned to connect with spirit and channel, and
I learned to work with energy.
Also in 2021, my desire to create content about spirituality
grew so I started a YouTube channel. I enjoyed sharing my experiences and the
wisdom I had received. Keeping up my spiritual awakening process and the
YouTube algorithms proved a bit too much for my body that was still recovering
from cancer. I learned to balance my life between doing and being, between spiritual
practice and creativity.
My spiritual awakening continued, and I continued to channel
with Spirit and communicate with the ethereal realms. My clair sense grew and I
experience clairvoyance, claircognizance, clairaudience, and occasionally
clairalience. I learned to connect with my intuition more deeply, and to trust
I was guided to energy healing, energy releasing, and other
energy practices. I cleared karma by learning to care for my energetic and
physical body. I cleared ancestral karma. I was inspired to share my gifts and
continued to write and make videos. All the while parts of myself were still
I experienced a sexual awakening and soon after a kundalini
awakening. In time my heart also awakened. It all moved so quickly, I tried as
best I could to share my experiences and wisdom. Writing about it helped me
process the changes that I was experiencing, and it allowed me to give back
some of the wisdom I had received from spirit.
As I learned to communicate with my spirit team, my
awakening moved even faster. I was learning and growing as fast as I could move
through the cycles of change. My spirit team guided me forward through inner
work and healing. They guided me through psychic growth and to the gift of
mediumship in which I found deep healing.
At some point in 2023, what seemed like pieces of me
integrated into our higher self. It was then that we found a deeper connection
with our soul. Over time I connected with my soul’s intention and purposes for
this life. I learned to follow my intuition and spiritual guidance to align
with my highest expression of authenticity and with our purpose.
I’ve learned to see my own inner Divinity, which allows me
to see it in others. I understand now that we are all one. We are one with the
Divine because we are the Divine. I am still human and remind myself of this when
I practice compassion.
The fear that used to be my inner world is gone, and I now
see unlimited possibilities for my life. I see that I am not alone as I used to
feel. I am surrounded by spirit and am never alone. My life has changed
completely. I learned to love myself and this life. I learned to love being this
soul having their human experience.
My awakening continues. I’m not sure there will ever be an
“end” to it. I love this life. It’s not anything that I ever expected my life
to be, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I love writing about spirituality.
I love talking about it. I love connecting with spiritual beings and beautiful
I’ve also found my soul’s purpose, several of them. I’ve
learned to align with my Divine life path and from that my soul purposes emerged
for me. A few years ago, I could not have imagined what my purpose was. But now,
I get to live it every day. I am so very blessed and grateful.
Throughout my awakening journey, there have been challenges
and beautiful magic. I have experienced things I didn’t know were possible. My
body, mind, heart, and soul have released the old and opened to new energies.
It has been the most beautiful, magical, abundant, spiritual journey.
Now, years into my spiritual awakening, I am called to help
others navigate their awakening processes. My intention is to help you help
yourself. I don’t give advice, and I will likely ask more questions than I will
answer. I know you have the answers within you.
Our awakenings can be complex and confusing. They can also
bring clarity and purpose to our lives. Sometimes connecting with someone who
has experienced it, or who can listen without judgement can help us move
forward when we feel stuck or unsure.
If this resonates with you, or you feel that I can help you,
please connect with me. Here is a link to my spiritual consulting services page
that has contact information and instructions.
Remember what is meant for us will always find us.
I’m grateful you’re here. I love you.