Processing Karmic Endings

All week I had been receiving messages that something was coming. A blessing that would change my life. My initial reaction was to set boundaries. Then my ego mind started to think and place meaning on something I couldn’t control or know.

I released my attachment and all expectations to the pending changes. I moved through my daily challenges and faced my current situation with as much courage as I could muster. I let my faith and intuitive guidance carry me through it all.

Then the blessing appeared out of nowhere. An ending to a major karmic cycle. Then the work started, and I processed all the emotion that was coming up, past and current.

Messages.

I received intuitive guidance that led me to the same message repeatedly, a life-changing blessing was coming this week. It was repeated in song lyrics, videos titles, and social media posts. The message was clear; my life was about to change.

There was no more detail other than change was coming. I didn’t know what was changing or how it was going to change. Just that something was going to change my life.

My initial reaction was frustration. My current situation has been challenging, and I was in no mood for word games. I set a boundary.

I said to spirit that I didn’t want to hear what I needed to hear. I only wanted to hear the truth. If it wasn’t true, it wasn’t helpful to my current situation.

The response was immediate. My intuition flared and continued delivering the same message of a life-changing blessing.

Ego Mind.

As much as I tried to keep my mind calm, it kept inserting itself into the narrative that a blessing that was coming. My thoughts began creating meaning in the messages. Imagining changes to my material life and all the things that would change.

My mind loved those imagined stories so much that it started to form attachments. The story in my mind was an illusion. It wasn’t the truth. It was an imagined scenario, a fairy tale that my ego wanted to be true.

The fairy tale sounded good, but intuitively I knew that it wasn’t the change. Part of me wanted it to be, but my soul told me otherwise. My ego mind needed to be managed.

Releasing.

With my mind trying to control the narrative, I began releasing. Some of it felt like mourning a possibility that I wanted to be true. But that was just my ego letting go. I was entering a cycle of ego death.

I released illusions that my mind created. The illusion that it knew what was coming. The illusion of the fairy tale it wanted to be true. My intention was to end all illusions of what was coming.

Then I released the attachment that had begun forming to the stories my mind was telling itself. Attachment to a narrative that was ego driven was released. My mind did not know, could not know, the change that was coming.

Expectations stemming from the stories my mind created were released. I wanted to be surprised by the blessing that was coming. Expectations created by my ego mind were only getting in the way. They were released as well.

With all the extraneous thought energy released, I tried to relax. I moved through my day and tried to stay busy enough to keep my mind calm and quiet.

The Blessing.

I don’t remember anything specific or spectacular happening. It was a normal day. And maybe that was the point.

I was guided to a series of visual messages on social media. When I pieced them together, it said a karmic cycle had ended. My intuition flared and I asked for confirmation. Yes, that was the blessing that we had been told was coming. A major karmic cycle had ended.

I must admit that at first, I wasn’t impressed. But then I remembered that my ego mind had been busy creating all sorts of stories about what was coming. I gave myself time to process the karmic shift.

To begin the process, I set the intention to release the old karmic cycle in all timelines and plains of existence. I released the old karmic cycle in all generations and in my family.

Next, I had an intuitive conversation with my soul. She reminded me of the impact of the cycle that had just ended. I began to appreciate the blessing of karmic endings.

The karmic cycle that closed is one that I’ve been working on and through for many years. It was so ingrained within my life, that I failed to recognize it as a karmic cycle. But it has been closing for weeks, and I have been writing about it without realizing it.

The freedom I felt and wrote about recently is part of it. The healing I experienced and wrote about recently is part of it. The clues were all there. It had been building up for weeks.

My current life situation around and within me has been inspiring change and growth. I had no idea they were related and part of the blessing of karmic closure.

Karmic Endings.

In time and with intention, I moved through the end of a major karmic cycle in my life. The stories of my ego mind were set aside, and my mind was calmed. The old energies have been processed and released. All of it is what allowed the karmic ending to come to fruition.

With the old energies cleared out, new inspiration and new energies are pouring in for me. A strong message came in - our path through healing is our path to fulfillment of our purposes. I will write about that for the Monday post. Stay tuned this space.

Gratitude.

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I’m grateful you’re here. I love you.

Be well, beautiful soul and human,

Nikki