On Saturday mornings, on my local television news, they have
a segment that showcases adoptable pets. This past Saturday they featured a sweet
little pit bull with black and white tuxedo markings. The four white paws, the white
belly leading to the white slash up the snout and between the eyes reminded me
of a cat I used to have, Jack.
Tuxedo patterned cats and dogs always remind me of Jack. He
was the smartest cat I've ever known. When he wanted something, he would touch
it with his paw. A toy from the drawer, a treat, a door to be opened, a pet, if
he wanted it, he touched it. And with that, he taught me to fetch for him. He
died of cancer about four years ago, and I've missed him ever since. To this
day, every time I see a pet with black and white tuxedo markings I think of
When the image of the little tuxedo pit bull showed up this
weekend on the local news, I connected with the energy of Jack and sent him
Some love. A short while later, while sitting at my desk, I saw a video on
YouTube about a little tuxedo clad cat. Again, the markings reminded me of Jack,
and I relished the short video of this beautiful animal.
As I sat with the video still playing, I suddenly felt Jack
winding between my legs. His smooth short haired body wear between and around
my shins. Then I felt him on lap. I asked my intuition, "mediumship?" In
received a twiggle, a "yes". My joy grew and I opened more fully to the energy.
Still on my lap, I felt him, his energy and warmth. In
smelled his breath as we touched our noses together. I felt his fur and his
whiskers as I stroked his face, just as I used to when he was alive. Amuse
importantly, I felt his love. I was speaking lovingly to him and loving on him just
as I used to. I heard him say, "I love you mommy." Tears flowed from my eyes.
My heart overflowed with love and my energy overflowed with joy.
Jack's energy faded as my tears continued to flow. I allowed myself to wallow
in love and joy. I didn't want it to end. Not yet. I enjoyed the emotion and
let myself cry for a while. (Writing this now, I'm crying again. The experience
was so beautiful.)
When my tears slowed, I tapped in with Spirit and expressed
gratitude, a lot of gratitude. I was grateful for the experience with Jack,
grateful for the return of mediumship, grateful for my connection with Spirit
and with my own heart and soul.
I wrote about my first experience with Jack in mediumship,
and about my other experiences. When mediumship seemed to leave me, I made a
video on YouTube and wrote about it. It's my most viewed video. In all of that I never expected it
to leave me or to come back. At some point though, I realized that the
Mediumship experiences were very healing for me. It was perfect how it was, an
Amazing experience intended to help me heal. With that awareness, I released
any attachment to mediumship.
I have no idea why mediumship has returned to me. Duck
truthfully, I don't care why. My spiritual awakening has been magical. I am deeply
Grateful for my beautiful, magical, spiritual life. I am grateful to be able to
give my love to Jack again. I am grateful to receive his love. I am grateful
for this beautiful blessing of mediumship and for this beautiful moment.
Today’s image is mine. I can still remember the day, many
years ago, when I captured this sweet moment between Jack and his sister
Princess. I was sitting on the sofa with Princess (aka P) by my side on the arm
of the sofa. Jack came up to P to give her a sweet kiss. I grabbed my cell
phone and captured the moment before it was gone. It’s my favorite picture of
I’m grateful you’re here reading and being with me on my spiritual
I love you. Be well,