Understanding Soul Integration

About a month ago I wrote about my experience with soul integration. I described it as feeling as though us and our higher self are acting as one. At the time, I accepted soul integration as part of my spiritual awakening process. In the month since I wrote about it, my life has gone through changes, and now I have a better understanding of soul integration. 

Two Paths. 

My life has become about two paths. One is external and is anchored in the material world. The other is my internal world, my spiritual life, and my emotional life. They are very different and sometimes I feel like I’m living a double life. In truth though it feels like I am on two separate paths.

The one I live in my daily life. The one where nobody knows about my spiritual life and the blog that I write. The one where everyone has a perception about me, but it is only informed by what I show people and tell people, and what they perceive of me. It is the life of doing and taking care of others.

Then there is the other path. My inner life, my spiritual life. It is about how I live with Spirit and soul. It is an intuitive, co-created space that informs not only my current life but also my future and all that we are manifesting. It is the life of being and taking care of myself. 

The path of my daily life has taken me off in an unexpected direction. So much so that Spirit and soul have both issued apologies. None of us saw what was coming and how my life has changed. It wasn’t my doing, but it is now my responsibility as the caregiver. 

Help for a Double Life. 

Lately it has seemed to me that I am living a double life on those two paths. One life for others and one life for myself. It has been a lot. A lot to manage - spiritually, emotionally, materially. 

Even with all of the challenges, it has been made easier by my soul. Or, rather, soul integration. I am understanding better what it means to be integrated with my soul. Not only does it mean that I have all the love, support, protection, and guidance that I need, but I have it in every area of my life.

When my life began to split into these two paths, I struggled to understand. But then my soul helped me realize that I did not need to understand. I remembered to go with the flow and to surrender to whatever was happening in my life. 

Once I let go of the anger and questions I had about the new and very challenging path, I was able to be at peace. But it didn’t feel peaceful, it felt heavy. I was filled with the heavy, dense energies of the new reality of a path I didn’t choose. 

Spirit and soul helped me move through dense energies. I processed some deep energies and old trauma. Synchronicities assured me that my spiritual path was on track and that all would be provided for in my material life. Gifts and breakthroughs are on their way. All was made easier and I was allowed to sit back, receive, and move through the healing and growth. 

With my energy spent doing and caregiving, Spirit and soul carried me through my spiritual awakening process. In the quiet moments, Spirit and soul took the wheel and allowed me to rest and create more balance in my life. 

I focused on the “doing” path and my day to day responsibilities. Spirit and soul moved me through my spiritual path. I - my awareness - took a rest and allowed my spiritual life to move forward on auto-pilot.  

Relief. 

The relief was instantaneous. I sat back and allowed my spiritual life to move forward all while Spirit and soul guided me through both paths. Spirit and soul reassured me that both paths were aligned and that everything we were working towards on our spiritual path is moving forward. 

All things get done on both paths. I can focus on my material life, which this week includes my first experience going to a food bank and applying for state and federal benefits. Spirit and soul focus on loving, supporting, protecting, and guiding me on both paths. 

For now, and with the challenges I am facing, this is working for me. I feel able to move forward on both paths that I am experiencing. And all I had to do was surrender to both paths and processes, Spirit and soul.

I am understanding what soul integration means to my life. I have healed and grown to the point in my spiritual awakening process that all things continue to move forward regardless of what is happening materially.

Soul integration allows me to do all the things I need to do in my daily life while I continue to move forward spiritually. It’s a lot, but I am fully loved, supported, protected, and guided through all of it. 

Connection and Gratitude. 

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Be well, beautiful human and soul,

Nikki