Downloads and Spiritual Healing.
Ever since I was diagnosed with breast cancer, I was
concerned about how it would impact my spiritual awakening that’s been in
progress since sometime in 2019. I found my answer this week in another
ascension download. My first since surgery in April.
I started receiving familiar synchronicities last week. Then
I had a few minutes of intense ringing in my left ear one evening. The next day
I woke up to a countdown of synchronistic numbers. These patterns are still
surprising even though they are familiar. I knew that I had received another download.
The last few weeks I’ve been moving my body and clearing old
energy, which then created the space for new energies and the download. And so,
my spiritual awakening continues, and I’m grateful for that. It’s been the most
challenging and the most rewarding period of my life. I look forward to it continuing.
Spiritual Healing is Self-Care.
I’m healing very well, physically. Spiritually, my vibration
has been like a roller coaster. I have moments that I can find peace and
beauty. Then there are times where my energy is heavy and low vibe. My need for
self-care has reached beyond my physical body.
My doctors and care team can only do so much. At this point
in my healing, I need help with my spirituality. I reached out and made an
appointment with a spiritual healer that I know, Katrina Gustafson at Karma
She and her husband own Karma Yoga Center. They are
astrologers, yogis, healers and shamans. It was Michael Shankara who read my
astrological birth chart, and it changed the course of my life. (This isn’t an
advertisement, I paid for the session with my own funds. If you’re interested
in their services, I recommend them without hesitation.)
Katrina and I met on Friday morning at the yoga studio. It
was warm and sunny in the room. We talked about everything that has been going
on with me, my spiritual awakening, the cancer, and my current energies. After
talking for a while, she started her healing process using many different modalities.
I breathed the energy in deep as I repeated my intention.
My body hummed with energy when I left the yoga studio. I’ve
been integrating both the healing session and the ascension. I look forward to
integrating understanding the changes. So far, I’ve noticed my creativity
beginning to shine a little brighter, just like my energy.
The combination of medical care and spiritual care suits me
perfectly. I’m glad that I don’t have to choose between doctors and healers. It
feels right to combine them. It feels like balance.
This week I have another radiation appointment to see if I’m
ready for treatment. My range of motion is good. I’m sure I’ll be ready. The
appointment has been rescheduled several times, by me and by the provider. Some
of the equipment has been down. Maybe Mercury retrograde has played a role in divine
timing. I’m good with the delays, they are allowing me to finish up the meditation
teacher training course before I start the three weeks of daily radiation
treatment. Truthfully, I was concerned about my ability to do both at the same
time. Healing is still taking a lot of my energy.
My meditation teacher training is coming to completion this
week. I’m looking forward to continuing my studies and integrating what I’ve
learned. Sharing this style of meditation with my clients, cancer patients, and
cancer survivors is next. May it be of service.
Lessons this Week.
Self-care, self-care, self-care. It’s so important
that we take care of ourselves mentally, physically, and spiritually. We can have
the best medical care and seek spiritual care. We can have the experience we want
by blending and balancing our care.
Self-care can take many forms. What self-care do you need
this week? How can you honor your needs? What is one thing you can do this week
to create more balance for yourself?
Divine timing. Everything happens in divine timing. Everything.
My radiation therapy keeps getting pushed out later and later. At first, I was
ready to get it started and then I realized that it would be better to wait
until after meditation teacher training was finished to conserve and protect my
energy. That’s exactly what’s happened, radiation treatment has waited until my
classes are completed. Divine timing works in our favor. Always.
Is there an area of your life that you are pushing the timing? Can you let go a little and allow divine timing?
The picture I used last week and today are mine. I enjoy
photography and intend to start using more of my pictures.