The Universe, the Show, and the Path

The Universe.

In recent days, I’ve been receiving a new song. From a new source, The Universe. Though I prefer to experience them as universal energies.

We’ve been working on our form of communication. Working out the songs, synchronicities, guidance, co-creating our relationship experience. Multiple songs are beginning to become guidance.

While we continue to work out the details of our communication, I received a message. One that showed me my path and my life from the universes’ perspective.

The Show.

Then universal energies showed me what I haven’t had awareness too, haven’t seen for many years. We stepped back through my life and I received awareness of my life path.

We started with recent versions of me. They reminded me of how my material world is suffering and my spiritual world is flourishing. Which helped me to deconstruct illusions, attachments, and expectations.

We reversed through space and time to a version of me a few years ago. It was the same story. My material life suffered while my spiritual life was actively healing and expanding.

We reversed again to a version in a decades-long career that I no longer belonged in. My curiosity and analytical mind longer excelled at processing and solving the corporate numbers. My curiosity and analytical mind began serving my spiritual path.

We reversed through space and time again to when I began working in finance and accounting in a corporate career. I tried so hard to fit into an environment that wasn’t built for me or meant for me. My inner world was my refuge.

Then we reversed to a childhood version of me. We just had one of grandma’s big family dinners. We were relaxing in her living room, and I was parked in front of the television. An image came on the television. A small cat was being used for commercial testing.

A shock went through my system. I reacted instinctually, gasped out loud, and began sobbing. The family noticed and checked if I was okay. Through tears I explained the image and they saw my reaction. My family told me I was being “oversensitive”. In the current moment, The Universe was telling me I have always been sensitive.

We reversed again. I was a much younger version of me. The family was gathered around the table. I said something, trying to join the conversation. It was that classic nightmare, everyone stopped talking and stared at me.

My mom broke the silence by calling me a word I didn’t understand. I ran out of the room in shock. When I found the dictionary, I realized my mom said something mean to me. From that point on and throughout my life, I learned to play small.

The Universe then showed me an even younger version of me. Full of light and love. A spiritual being before life taught me to play small.

We then changed course and moved forward through space and time. To versions of me that showed me my light.

We forwarded to teenage versions of me, alone. Always alone. Not fitting in with the family. Not fitting in at school, but with an active imagination. A sensitive girl with no emotional support. She set high expectations for herself in the material world.

That version of me began to create internal structures. She had no one else in her life. She created a world of her own. Just what a sensitive, curious, and imaginative kid does.

Then the universe and I moved forward to another time. In my late teens. I left home and began to create my own life. I enjoyed life in my own little world.

The relationships I had were an expression of who we were then. Some were sad and lonely like my external life, and others were rich and beautiful like my inner life.

We moved forward past a lot of years. During that time my light was dim, and I suffered full time. The abuse of neglect had become an integral part of my life. I had left the family that I never fit into and found a marriage that was similar. I felt neglected and I neglected myself.

Fast forward decades later, and I begin to see my curiosity return. My analytical mind moved out of the capitalistic environment and began perceiving synchronicities. My spiritual life began to blossom.

My career was unsatisfying and in the same timeframe they showed my spiritual life growing. The universe showed me that my spiritual life began long before I my spiritual awakening began.

They showed me how my light had always shined through even when I perceived the material world had let me down. When I sought a career change, the universe used it as an opportunity to align me with my Divine life path, my spiritual awakening.

We moved forward to a time when I tried to change my career, I found a coach to work with. She asked me if I practiced Buddhism. Again, The Universe was showing my light shining during challenges.

The Universe fast forwarded me to my first astrological natal chart reading. When I left the reading, my body was buzzing, and I had a new direction. The Universe was chuckling that day. They had me right where they wanted me. I was aligned without knowing it.

We forwarded to my choice to leave the corporate world and focus on another career. Instead of a new career, I was guided to what the universe wanted for me, a spiritual path.

The Path.

Each of these points in my life showed me struggling with the material world. The Universe showed me my life path. The themes were obvious. My whole life I had been trying to fit myself into a world that wasn’t meant for me.

Each of these points in my life also showed that my inner world or my spiritual world were thriving. As I sat through this presentation from the universe, I began to understand the message. It is one that has been repeating in my life recently.

The universe was showing me my path. The material world has always been a challenge for me. My path has always been spiritual. Divinely guided. Destined.

The universe is asking me to understand and accept my path. They are showing me that I’ve always been sensitive and spiritual. They are showing me that the spiritual world is where I belong.

In recent weeks I have lost the appetite for resisting what is meant for me, or for suffering. I accepted what my spirit team including The Universe wants for me. I said the words and surrendered.

My name is Nikki DeForest. I live a spiritual life. I also write a blog and occasionally make videos about spiritual awakening, soul connection, soul purposes, and all sorts of spiritual experiences.

I am here in this space and time to share my spiritual experiences with love, wisdom, and abundance.

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Be well, beautiful soul,

Nikki