You may have noticed that I did not publish a video on my
YouTube channel last week. I'm blaming that on Mercury retrograde, which had me
reviewing my day, week, and so much more.
Instead of creating content last week, I was sent on
spiritual missions. Shopping missions to be precise. Spirit sent me shopping. I’ve been guided to places
before, but never shopping. And, as weird as it may sound, they truly helped me
grow and heal.
The first mission surprised me. While in meditation one morning
Spirit showed me the store, route, and the outfit I was to wear. I didn’t know
the purpose, but I trusted the process. I’m glad I did because I was shown my
On Thursdays I usually record, edit, and upload my YouTube
videos. But that morning, in meditation, I was sent on a second shopping mission.
For that mission, I was being asked to choose between creating and posting a
video or the mission. There were many layers of growth and healing for me in
that choice and in that mission. And there was more growth and healing to come.
The third mission wasn’t like the others. I chose to go back
to the mall the next day to try on the dress that I’d been obsessed with all
night. Even though it was my choice, and not technically a mission, the growth
was just as powerful so I’m counting it as a mission, albeit unprompted.
Growth and Healing.
Each mission brought new growth, understanding, or a new perspective.
Some were obvious and clear, others were subtle. All of it was multilayered and
so much more than I care to share in this post. They may have been simple
missions, but each reminded me of my growth in various aspects of my life and
progress in my manifestations.
Being shown my new and improved inner dialogue as compared
to the old was fun and uplifting. Understanding how resilient my energy body has
become was surprising and made me feel stronger. Being reminded that I’m worthy
of a splurge kind of a dress was a lovely and a reminder to act on self-love as
we would any other form of love.
They also reminded me of how much I’ve healed the old wounds
of the shadow self. I don’t react the way I used to. I don’t shy away from people,
places, and things like I used to. I am stronger now, and more confident. I am
less in my head and more in my heart. I respond from a more healed perspective
instead of reacting from my wounded self.
In between the missions, there was a lot of old energy
released. I was ending many old cycles. I was also blessed with energetic
upgrades and large doses of heart healing energy. The shopping missions were far
less about the shopping experience and far more about the growth and healing.
There was healing in all of it. I’ve spent so much energy
and time doing the work and being devoted to my spiritual awakening, it was
easy to push through and miss the progress. But these shopping missions showed
me my progress. They reminded me of how far I’ve come in my personal growth and
along my spiritual path.
There was so much energy shifting last week. I feel as though
my timeline has shifted. I’ve been seeing new and different synchronistic
numbers. It was all beautiful and disorienting at the same time.
myself of the astrology of the week; eclipses, new moons, Mercury retrogrades, Pluto
squares; and knew that I was right on schedule and in Divine and perfect time.
Which is remarkable as Mercury retrograde has me reviewing and rethinking
everything. But then again, that is part of the process.
Today’s image is mine.
I’m grateful you’re here. I love you.