We are Never Alone, and it is Never too Late to Heal.
Our loved ones in spirit are always with us. They know what
is going on in our lives. They see us, they celebrate us, and they wish they
could help us. That’s what I’ve learned from my experience with mediumship.
Each time I connect with my family in spirit, I heal some
part of me. Mediumship for me, is a form of shadow work. It happened again
recently when I connected with my father.
Rather than try to describe what happened, I’m going to
share what I wrote in my journal. This was written moments after
I connected with my father whilst still in a little bit of a fog. I didn’t edit it then and didn’t edit it for this
blog post. It is raw, so be gentle with me as I bare my soul a little more than
I usually do.
I pushed away my laptop and sat quietly at the kitchen
table, tired and needing a moment.
Downloads began entering my awareness.
Awareness that I was overloaded with stimuli listening to a
political video while making a detailed list for a Target trip.
I had been doing this recently and consistently.
An image of a video about trauma response that I had
It’s called “hyper-vigilance”. I am staying busy and
avoiding the quiet.
I was exhibiting a trauma response, and it was contributing
to my fatigue.
I acknowledge the awareness without emotion or attachment,
Then, my hands were on my knees. We rocked front to back.
My awareness went to dad’s painting on the wall.
It was dad making contact. The signal was weak, but I was
able to focus and receive it.
George Michael’s song lyrics from Amazing “I think
“forgive me…forgive me” from George Michael’s Cars and
He was asking for forgiveness. I was ready to forgive.
Traumatic events flashed into my awareness providing me a
guide to forgive.
I spoke the words from my heart and soul. I forgave.
I forgave myself too.
I cried those big tears of release and had the awareness to
I released the karma of all forms of abuse of daughters by
In all timelines, in all planes of existence, and along my
entire ancestral line.
The relief was immediate.
I felt lighter than a feather.
I felt my father holding me on his lap as he did when I was
The warmth was familiar. It felt like love.
We talked and fine-tuned our energetic and spiritual
The energy began to fade. Gratitude. So grateful for this
I was guided to open this document and begin writing. We do
As I wrote, about the George Michael lyrics “I think you’re
amazing” it repeated in my awareness over and over again.
It was dad, making sure I received his love.
“Celebrate the one that you’re with” More lyrics from the George
Michael song, Amazing.
Dad and I celebrated and danced for a moment.
So much healing and gratitude.
For me, mediumship has primarily been about healing. This
experience with my father was no different. I came away feeling more healed
than before. I’m so grateful that my dad came to heal me, or rather heal with
me. I’m grateful for the connection we have now.
A handful of times I have written about my experiences with
mediumship. Often my family in spirit has come to me through mediumship to heal
me and to work on my shadow. It never ceases to amaze me-the power of spirit
and the ability to heal across planes of existence.
We are not alone in this world, and we are never alone in
spirit. Our loved ones and ancestors, our spirit teams, are always with us. They
are encouraging us and loving us every step of the way.
The image today is the only picture I have of my father. It’s
old and a bit blurry, but I am so very grateful to see him smile. Thank
you, Spirit. Thank you, dad in spirit.
Happy New Year! May this new year bring you everything you
need, everything you want, and so much more.
I’m grateful you’re here. I love you.