I am in a new phase in my spiritual awakening. The energy I
channel has evolved and so have I. Recently we have been working on my energetic
resilience. Alongside that work, I’m beginning to understand who I am now in
this phase of my life and what fulfills me.
One noticeable change in this new phase is in the work that
we were doing while channeling. I started being guided to receive and release
energy while in public. It was shocking to me at first, but I went with it. On
trains and buses, it was easy. I was relaxed, and the bumpy ride camouflaged my
This happened several times before I realized that we were
working on my energetic resilience and my ability to receive and release energy
anywhere and anytime. It also felt like we were calibrating the energy to and
within my body. I knew this was important work. It felt purposeful without
knowing of any outcome or result.
Next, I began to channel and receive downloads while
shopping at the grocery store, while on a walk, and while at a restaurant. At
first, I was nervous that someone would notice my body movements and think I
was sick or that something was wrong. Of course, that never happened. No one
noticed as my body gently shook, twiggled, or as I closed my eyes for a moment.
I know that there are people who channel spirit without
their body thrashing like mine used to and still can do sometimes. I’ve seen
people channel and be connected to spirit while talking to people or making a
presentation. Is this what I am being prepared for? I have no idea what this is
all leading to, but I do know that I am loved, guided, and protected. For now,
Finding My Way Forward.
Throughout the process of building my energetic resilience,
I’ve come to realize that I’m also being set free in a way. I’m being sent out
into the world and feel newly born and vulnerable. I’m being guided to discover
myself as I am now, this version.
There are times when I feel like I’m finding my way forward step
by step. Then there are times when I feel like I am re-learning who I am now.
And there are times, like today, when I’m confused and experience the old
doubts and fears.
Who am I now after my spiritual awakening? What fulfills me
now? What do I need more of in my life? How can I generate an income in a way that
fulfills me and sets me free? How do I move forward in my career? These are the
questions that I am learning to answer for myself.
And as for the old doubts and fears, I keep releasing that
energy and affirming that I am where I need to be, how I need to be, and who I
need to be. I am in, my life is in, Divine and perfect timing.
My awakening has shown me that the way I lived before was
not fulfilling. There are some things, threads that have run through my
awakening process, that are clues to who I am and what I love. Writing, taking
care of my home, spending time outdoors, studying astrology, and cooking are
all things that fulfill me. Beyond that I am still learning about myself,
developing resilience, and finding my way forward.
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I’m grateful you're here. I love you.