You know how when you’re cleaning the floors and you can’t
quite get into the sharp corners? Even if the corner is well sealed, it will
gather dust and grime, and over time it builds up. We may want to attack the
dinginess with a toothbrush. Or we may just let it build up until we have the
energy to give it a good clean because it’s the least fun task we can imagine.
Which is what I’m doing now, spiritually speaking.
The phase of my spiritual awakening that I’m in now is
called “cleansing and purifying” by spirit. We are cleansing those dingy
corners in my energy and psyche. The sweeping and scrubbing brings up the most
intense energies, which then allows me to process them, and feel them. It’s
challenging and exhausting, and also a great opportunity to heal and release
I find it easier to do intense inner work in isolation.
Spirit provides all the love, support, protection, and guidance that I need.
Along with my intuition, I am well guided through many cycles of healing. The
angels are in constant contact through numbers and physical synchronicities. In
truth, I have everything I need. That doesn’t mean it’s easy. Had this phase happened sooner, I would have given up.
The energy work that I’ve been doing with spirit, is
physically and emotionally exhausting. I often need rest days in between
workdays. My body gets tired, and I need a break from the emotions that must be
felt and processed to heal them.
We are cleaning the dingy corners that haven’t been touched
in…forever. They are dark and full of rage and tears, and they must be faced
and acknowledged to myself. Some of the trauma energy that comes up is so old,
it sounds like echoes from my childhood. I sometimes even sound like a child
having a temper tantrum as I process. And always there is crying those big fat
tears of release.
This week I received a message from Spirit, “cleansing and
purifying”. Another message this week mentioned being tested before we can
receive our manifestations. It felt like finals week, but with a different kind
of studying. I never know what’s coming up to be healed. It just happens and I
flow with the energy and follow my intuition and guidance.
I have surrendered to the process which means I’m not
chasing answers. I’m not overthinking what’s going on. I let it happen because
I know it’s happening FOR me and not TO me. The energy is coming up to be
healed, and we’re moving through these cycles of healing and growth more
efficiently than ever before. With the close of each cycle, I see my growth. I gain
insight as to how each cycle is aligning me with my Divine mission and soul
intention. It is a challenging time and I feel very blessed for the opportunity.
My spiritual awakening has taken me places that I never
dreamed possible. From the beginning when none of it made sense to pieces
coming together. I’m come from knowing nothing about spirituality to having
direct experience and intimate knowledge of how my own process works. I’ve come
from feeling completely alone to being completely loved, supported, protected,
and guided by spirit.
I’m excited to cleanse the corners of my mind. Each time I
level up, I am healed of the old junk and find deeper peace within me. There is
as much peace as there is work. They are balanced in feeling and in energy if
not in time. That peace ripples out into every area of my life.
After the fourth cycle this week, I have a little more
clarity on this process. Yes, we are cleansing and purifying, we are bringing
awareness to our growth, and we are also creating an ego death. My soul is
emerging as our “true self”. We are dissolving delusions and discovering our
oneness with spirit. Another old version of me is being shed. The corners of my
mind aren’t just being cleaned they are being remodeled.
Today’s image was made in Canva.
I’m grateful you’re here, reading and witnessing my awakening
process. I love you.