Am I in My Comeback Phase?

It felt like a comeback. After days of heavy dense energies, days of healing and growth, I finally emerged. Once again, I was able to see the light.

I have written about healing and growth many times. I have experienced it many times. But this time it felt different. It felt like a completion. I received the word “completion” in a message.

Maybe this is finally the end of the old cycles. Maybe this is when my life begins again. Maybe this is when I leave the past behind and begin a new era.

And the I received a message from the Soul Realm.

Saturday.

I was surprised when the recent cycles of healing were heavier, denser, and more painful. I didn’t understand except for in the context of astrology and all the retrograde energy. But in the context of my spiritual awakening, I had no idea why it had been so challenging.

Eventually I surrendered my need for understanding. I let the process unfold and I rode the waves of pain, healing, and growth. I surrendered and let it happen for me.

Then, this past Saturday, I woke up to a lighter energy. The heavy dense energy had passed. I felt lighter.

Over the course of the day, I began to feel like myself again. Not the self from earlier in the week, before the cycle of healing. I began to feel like myself from before becoming unhoused and before the darkest period of my life.

I began to remember the things that I loved before my life fell apart. I began to remember who I was, and who I still am. I began to see my own Divine love and light for the first time in many months.

It felt so peaceful, like I was coming home to myself. It felt like inner peace and clarity. It felt hopeful. It felt like being fully aligned with myself – body, mind, heart, and soul.

I celebrated with gratitude. For remembering myself and remembering what I loved. For remembering that in some ways I am still the version of me that resonates with who I was before life’s challenges.

Sunday.

I woke up on Sunday, feeling this alignment even more deeply. It felt like a comeback. For the first time in six months, I felt like myself again. I felt my Divine love and light shine again.

Then the universe started reminding me. Through energies, people, and content they reminded me of who I was. They reminded me of everything that I loved, what I dreamed about, and the life I was manifesting.

A house with trees. Morning tea and meditation in my sanctuary. Morning walks in nature. Writing, decorating, and creative projects. An indoor garden and an outdoor garden. Hiking and being near the water. Travelling and exploring my genealogy. Protesting fascism. Cooking beautiful healthy meals. Eating with loved ones. Spending evenings by a fire.

All of it came through within a 24-hour period. It filled me with so much emotion. I was riding waves of joy, hope, nostalgia, and sadness. I was rediscovering myself after months of intense challenges.

There is a purpose to all of this, but I don’t yet know what it is.

Am I in my comeback phase? Is this the beginning of a new life path for me?

My soul, my intuition, tells me, “Yes!”.

That too fills me with emotion.

Monday.

While in my morning meditation and prayer, I was interrupted. My right thumb and forefinger began rubbing together in small circles. The Soul Realm was visiting. I received a message: A mission.

The next phase of my life includes our soul mission. A shared mission with our soul mate.

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Be well, beautiful soul and human,

Nikki