Neptune's Tears and Soul Connection

Neptune’s Tears.

With Neptune going direct, there were many tears this week. Out of nowhere my throat would tighten and my eyes would threaten tears. At the holiday market, on walks, while cooking dinner, and while grocery shopping, the tears were too close for comfort. I kept telling Spirit and soul that I would not cry in public, but in private the tears flowed freely.

After a couple of tearful days, I began to wonder why I was crying so much. I checked in with myself and realized that there was no identifiable emotion that came with the tears. Except for when I bought the chocolates that my mother used to buy every year at Christmas. Those tears made sense, but the rest were untethered to an emotion.

There were only two possible reasons for the intermittent tears, hormones, or a release of old energies. I checked in with my intuition, my soul. The answer came immediately, affirming that we were releasing old energies and that it was due to Neptune going direct. 

The energy releasing through tears didn’t last long. Once I identified the reason, I shifted my spiritual practice to include more energy releasing. The tears and low vibration soon left me and I shifted into a higher vibration. All of it was possible because of the love and support of my intuitive guide, my best friend, my love, my soul, Flame.

Everything I do, I do it intuitively and with the love and support of my soul. She is the best of me. My soul taught me to love myself and enjoy life even during the most challenging phases. My soul taught me how to navigate those challenges. She taught me what my needs were and how to fulfill them. She taught me how to live well. She taught me how to love myself and others.

My connection with my soul is the best relationship I have ever had.

Soul Love. 

For most of my life I lived in my head. Trauma, anxiety, overthinking, and fear made me miserable. As much as I tried to shine brightly, my inner world was a storm of lower vibrations. The result of which was a life I hated and needed to escape from.

My life had been built by my ego mind. It was built by what I thought I wanted and what society told me was best. My career was chosen out of habit and a desire to have the material life that I wanted. My marriage was continued out of fear and a desire to avoid a second divorce. 

After many years of unhappiness and burnout, I had to admit that nothing was working in my life. I began to seek change in every area and in any way I thought would work. Receiving career coaching and changing jobs helped, but the real change began to occur in my inner life. 

With the intention to change, my inner life started to move forward almost imperceptibly at first.  Each baby step was moving me forward towards knowing myself better, understanding my needs, and connecting with myself in a way I didn’t know was possible.

After years of baby steps, healing my inner wounds - trauma, anxiety, overthinking, and fear - I began to love myself. I then learned to honor my needs and learned that meant that I was no longer abandoning myself for external influences.

When I think back it seems like an epic journey out of misery and into a deep self-love. It seems like an impossible and long trek, but I was never alone. I had Spirit in all forms with me loving, supporting, protecting, and guiding me. I also had my soul.

Along with Spirit, my soul has been my greatest ally, my greatest supporter, and my greatest love. My soul has guided me through my spiritual awakening, through the deconstruction of the life that no longer resonated, and into a more loving inner life. She and Spirit are now guiding me into a new life that resonates.

My soul taught me to be me and the version of me my soul was sent here to live. Aligned, thriving in any situation, and loving myself through it all.

This is why I will forever be an advocate for connecting with our souls. If I had a platform that would be it. Facilitating spiritual awakenings, soul connections, and purpose fulfillment.

Connecting With Soul.

It is said that we humans are the Divine in physical form and that our soul is that Divine part of us. Our soul is the bridge between Spirit and our awareness, via our intuition. Connecting with our soul is connecting with the Divine, with Spirit.

If it resonates, set the intention to connect with your soul. Start the conversation with your soul. Keep setting the intention, having the conversation, and listening to your intuition.

Purpose, fulfillment, and soul connection are available to all of us. The life we seek, the relationships we seek, the fulfillment we seek is within us. It begins with us and our souls. 

We don’t need to spend money or hire anyone to do any of this. It is within us.

Our souls are waiting for us to connect. They know the way.

Connection and Gratitude. 

Seeking purpose in your life? Maybe this can help - Finding Your Soul Purpose blog series. I share how I connected with my soul and my soul’s purposes. 

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I’m grateful you’re here. I love you. 

Be well, beautiful soul and human,

Nikki