Goodbye, Farewell, Godspeed

This is the second version of this post. The first was written from the lower expressions of pain, grief, and rage. Those emotions needed to be expressed before I could meet this moment from a higher perspective. 

The blog is coming to an end - for now. 

At the moment, I have no funds to renew my website. This means that I will no longer publish new posts. 

For those of you who have been reading this blog for a while, you know that I have faced this before. In the past, funds have always come through, sometimes miraculously. This time it hasn’t. Which means that I am no longer able to fund the upkeep of this site and blog. 

I am choosing to trust my path and what Spirit and soul want for me. Which isn’t easy, but I know it’s right for me.

I am choosing to trust that there is purpose in this ending. Because I believe that endings are also new beginnings. 

I am choosing to see this ending from a higher perspective of faith and trust. Although that only happened after I was able to express the many strong emotions I have about ending this blog. 

I am choosing to believe that my life will be mine again some day. A life that resonates with me. One that includes all the things that Spirit and soul have shown me is possible for my life. 

I am choosing to trust that this website will be resurrected at some point and that my writing will continue with or without this blog. 

I am choosing to believe that anything is possible.

I am choosing faith and trust.

When I began this blog in August of 2020, I was hopeful about my life. I could see a future for myself. At this time, my vision is clouded by the current reality of my situation. I never imagined that it would end this way so maybe this isn’t the end.

No matter what happens, I will always be grateful. 

I am grateful to all who have visited this site and read the blog through the years. 

I am grateful to the tens of thousands of people from well over a hundred countries who have visited this website and have read this blog each and every month. 

I am grateful to have been a resource to people on their spiritual awakening and purpose path. 

I am grateful that you’re here now. I love you.

Goodbye, farewell, Godspeed.

Be well, beautiful human and soul,

Nikki