Endings Before New Beginnings

The message came through strongly as I cleaned the blood from the stairs and sidewalk. “The deconstruction is complete.” I was not in shock or trauma, but something more like detachment. Even through the intense energies, I knew I was being supported. 

The messages continued as I disinfected the hallway floors and the room. I was guided through each step by soul and Spirit. “Use this. Clean that. That’s good. We’ll do more later. Laundry tomorrow. We’ll download the blog.” I expressed my gratitude for being fully loved, supported, protected, and guided. 

It was while I was cleaning the room that I received mediumship energy. It broke through the detachment and filled me with love. I apologized. I did my best. I was absolved. There was nothing I could have done differently. It was a reminder to release attachment. 

Just the day before I experienced a rollercoaster ride of emotional healing. I released some very old and deep attachments. I remembered that as I cleaned and realized that I had been prepared for this moment, and prepared for whatever is to come next. 

Once everything was cleaned, including myself, I was guided towards a meal and a tarot reading. Soul and Spirit were continuing their love, support, protection, and guidance - every step of the way. The meal fed my body. The readings spoke of a path forward. 

They were reassuring me that I was on the right path, that big shifts were going to happen, and that I was prepared. We had been preparing for a long time.

The energies and astrology have spoken of big shifts. Major changes in our lives. Even so, I couldn’t have anticipated what happened, or how it happened. 

On the surface, my life situation seems tenuous, but my soul and Spirit are guiding me forward. I know that all will be provided. I know that now is the time for changes and blessings. It seems weird how it is occurring, but I trust the unfoldment of it all. 

I don’t have anything more to say. I don’t even have the energy for the usual calls to connect with me. I’ll be back on Monday. 

Nikki